PURPOSE VS CONSCIOUS

May I be the self prick
Thats just leaving you helpless
You get spared because of self pit
Believe this real shit
Cause the lord strike me dead on my chair
This is factual-real shit
My anger speaks from the pits
Buried for years
I cant do this shit
In an underworld of fear
I feel I got chicken noodled a bit
My mind is steadily clear
Im gods child
Its righteous
Hand of god & grandpas departure wants me to play nice
But despite...the foolery
I help myself but can never leave another breathless
Living through their eulogy
Remember, I was them
Im in the process of discovering me
Looked at as a perfectionist but I still need help with me

William K. Butler

Growing Pains

Stomach stapled shut
Pains of never eatin much
But I do such
Just relentless from the random heart achs
In search of whatever will cure my belly achs
I've been awake
With early morning stresses
Comes forth a full days worth of mess
No movement, room to stretch
Heart is cold
Soul is never to rest
Digg myself as deep as gold
Sorry I said this before
Coldest Heart = Heart is cold

Willim k. Butler

William K. Butler

Valentines

One emotional trip
Was it a slip of the lip
YOu dont have to be in love to get a valentines wish
Thats a trick (I must say)
Does this mean our future is to be told to each other
Will you ask me to marry you sooner then later
I feel the expectations
Id rather you have wrote the words in a letter
Took me a while to digest
But I accepted it with open arms
Now I know what it feels to have an heart
Anothers heart to realize your love
Thank You
This could have been a nasty over spilled truck
But on Valentines Day, no pun, its all love

William K. Butler

Life/Live

Proud of the benefits
People become hypocrites
Down & out not many choices to live with
Dedication will break these mits
Live lie with Love is my fix
I regret to notify you my aim is on point when released
Hungry, starving is a factor for defeat
Retain the beast
Maintain the positive reliefe

No sky too high

More than a Barrier
Its a tunnel with less room then Rosa Parks
Skin complexion should be the last annointed
Reminder of Noahs ark
I wear my heart
On my chest that is
Running miles at time to get the drift
Not paid our worth, that's what slavery is
I know my worth not to be played like I was a kid
Here it is
Iran
Igained
Iprosper
Isucceed
No matter how dangerous the terrain before me

William K. Butler

incarceration

3 walls
Hard head gets you restrained nuttz
Imagination turns to dust
Caged in from a miscellenious duty
Drunken stage but
Give off constant logic and positive radiation
Go through the hardest transformation
Friends chastize because my actions have no debatable
Forgotten about the priorities regardless of the immediate situation

William K. Butler