Unforgiving Fortress

I built a fortress/ In my office/ Plus the place i stay/ Emotionally affected to be cautious/ Without an offer/ But I do not mean to bring major pain/ Its insane/ No Im the one insane/ I lost control of the main thing that is already engrained/ Will not cradle this condition for it shall go away/ Until then/ Chin up, no time for the recognition/ Sustain battle positions/ A close reminder with life/ You are so close to marriage/ Don not end up missing what is given/ I try/ But do i want to or have to/ Brain so damn analytical/ All dynamics are done mathematically/ Slow down the heart rate/ My feelings are made of fragile material/ My eyes are tired/ All my decisions shouldn't rely on their actions William K. Butler