Where'd it go

The feeling has come and gone/ So far along/ 2 trimesters was enough space/ Wait/ How it is/ What was it/ Am I wrong/ The sensation must be playing ground hog/ Not everything comes with a understanding/ I guess I am held in the cross fire of withstanding/ This comes as a misunderstanding/ No relished feelings/ Feels great to have more will power to stand/ My heart apologizes/ In life we choose to give a fuck/ Other instances you don't have any control/ Are there other controlling factors/ What matters/ Is the provoked thoughts to think if I feel this should matter William K. Butler