Misery always loved company

 

Misery always loved company

Pardon me if i giggle

But misery seems to be everyone's company

It has knocked and entered without permission on several occasions

Started off partially rattled

A few years swiftly went by

There I lay with it clutched

Literally by my pride

Once the lightening struck twice

It was almost inevitable it would leave my side

With Christ vision & positive intuition

I seen the foresight of it subside

Rejection and a grave deal of perplexity

This became the moment where i noticed where my happiness hides

 

William K. Butler

Dont judge me

Too painful to watch

Not an inch of disbeliefe

Time will not stop

Just to catch the beat

For one reason or another

I remained in rhythm

Gagging at my lowest moment

While still standing strong

Hope not gone

Self over loath is lost

But like every human we want at least one person to care

Not choose the default- of being nice

Nice is a cover up

Nice acts causes regrets

Happy to say I bare none

Nice will remain the furthest from my internal feelings

Easier said then done

Please dont judge me

 

William K. Butler

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A focal point/ Trust not to be tampered/ Genuineness is what i relish/ The marks are permanent / Far from blemished/ Handle with the best of care/ Finally get back which was never perceived/ I dream't/ I prayed/ I believed/ All in due time/ Whenever he decided it was my time to breath/ William K. Butler

Common fault

Eyes on the road / Eyes on the rail/ Legs moving at an/ impeccable speed Done with handouts, I couldn't always live for free/ Growing to sprout the true me/ Look forward to nothing but what I put in/ I can not see anyone during this extravaganza/ Everyday is celebrating my future and my current sprint to greatness/ Whether it be alone or sideline of loving people/ Do I need them to be a better person/ That idea is farfetched/ I can no longer relate/ No more time to waste/ On others/ William K. Butler

Christmas season

Not a trick or treat/ Money together, far from getting on my feet/ Its my time to give what I have been feelings natures healing/ I'm living, breathing / Count the blessings sent from above/ Not familiar with baring gifts for myself/ Saints helper, gods angel/ They both fall of the same shelf/ Doesn't help me feel good about myself/ Would love for others to joy I brought to myself/ No questions asked/ Your worth something/ Not worthless/ Can't ask for more other than others happiness in or out of crisis/ Even those that may concur situations/ William K. Butler

New experiences

New experiences/ Laugh at the questions I ask/ Friends look astray, so ridiculous/ This is how I function/ Sorry I may not know of any other way/ My mind doesn't have the best penmanship/ My treatment is far better than a friendship/ More in tuned then the last song sung on my the captains ship/ I would love trash talk/ Break you down to the very mineral / I love hard, and care even harder/ I am who I need to be/ Not who you would like me to be/ For I am quiet certain/ I am a rare commodity/ William K. Butler

Inhibited Feelings

Compiled of fear, love and sourness/ Step by step/ Forward becomes the only direction/ Ignore or better yet place in the rear/ Learn how to steer/ Drive/ Crash landing when the brake give out// I am ready for whatever there is to overcome/ Faith in my decisions and life ethics/ Feelings of drag race till the rims on the tires scrap/ My past has erased/ But y'all continue to protrude/ Fix my balance beam/ William K. Butler