Preliminary standards

Incredible
Just insane
The government has its own brain
Which only creates equations for failure
While I am ridiculed, called out my name
Kept abroad
Stranded till THEY deem it neccessary to call me sane
Attention: they say
Rest assure we are in good hands
How about I tax Uncle Sam
Show him the true SaM-I-AM
I've worked triple overtime
I'm entitled to anything on this no mans land
No reparations
Undercover LionsDen

WILLIAM K. BUTLER

Authentic Christmas

Not something ever to be written ona wish list
(Save my mothers life)
Devil attempted to be the grinch this christmas
With a failed mission, karma has you on its to do list
Well equipped
But your catastrophy was dismissed
Mother almost missed this christmas
She was my gift
A treasure
More fabolous then any live master piece
God sayth I brought you into this world in one piece
In one piece you shall return
I am grateful

WILLIAM K.BUTLER

let reality hit

If you cant live without it
Where are the resources
What are your current methods for living
You will learn to adapt
So you can do without
Could be down on the count
My mental
Vanquish what your mind was thinking about
Revisit the place in time
Where you realistically had to live without
No choice, no say in the matter
Not a soul to hear you out
Your vice sudden appear
What
Realization the ending was near
Your dreams weren't shattered
Future became adamant
And subsequently everything falls into place
Let reality slap you in the face
For its predictions
Are based off your actions in the present history at stake

William K.Butler

Basic Love

Basic Love
Humanity deserves it
In despair
We bicker over the imaginable
Tongue speaks existance
Heart held similar to a iron fist
Evidently th clouds bare mist
Basic Love
A dosage of hugs
In relation with a kiss
Love is spread through external bliss
All blessings come forth once given all you had to give
Once again its evident
We can not survive without basic love

WILLIAM K. BUTLER

HISTORY WILL NOT REPEAT.

Crumbled
All stumbles
With the thought of struggle
Smooth criminal life
I rejected any hustle
All rebuddles
Jazmine Sullivan would throw me out the window
No re-runs
Heart on boil, please pass the cupid shuffle
Grade A individual so I will not meet failure
Changed what I felt was a bear trap
With Unmatchable wit
Blessed, my grace became tailored
Hedgehog lifestyle
Get to where I want to be
Swiftly
And accomplish what I need
I work hard for mine
Ill be remembered
You will see...

William K Butler

No title

Enjoy life
Sunrise
Overlooking the mountain tops
Spare me the details
This morning is an early flock
Not the position I look forward to
But its the income that speaks to me
With what I may be going thru
I must understand the term 'too blessed to be stressed'
Always time to paint the room
How long will it take and where will you obtain your tools
Play by play
Step by step
Immerse on your own
Learn from your history

WILLIAM K. BUTLER

Grave communication

A mere catastrophy erupts
My hearts sinks
Updated info damn near irrelevant to the kinfo
Yes I should be the first to know
That this world revolves around nobody but your fuckin self
I say jump off a bridge, or better yet try and finger fuck yourself
On the way down
Family, your nickname is 'ashamed' now
.....

WILLIAM K. BUTLER

Hardship/Bitterness

How do I become apart of a class
I dare not to pass
No Preparations
No declaration
This mind as well
Be arbitrary at its mass
This false setting you claim to have seen
Is a dear unpretentious thing to grab
That misfortune, mishap is in the past
How about you relive the trap
Because I will not become entrapped
For all I know now is peace
So Please, step back
Especially if your mindset is not to see me in happiness

WILLIAM K. BUTLER

its Becoming

You may not feel my height is to fear
Beware
My plan is being excuted
Comprehend how I tower over you and sore
Straight to the point, nothing short
Beyond your wildest wounders
I am my beliefs
Forgotten about my negative history
So there is no backlash when I turn my back on defett
Mission accepted

Self Perserverence

Dance with the stars
Soul levitates
Happiness is what you will find
Then I resurface
Fainest impressions
From the excitement of excelling
The conclusion of the day is not settling your happiness
Excreet the remains
Unhealthy for the process
Cleansed and refreshed
Happiness at its finest

Driven

Driven with strength
Driven to succeed
Driven for greatness
Driven from the devils reign
Driven so far, wheres the rearview
Driven...
To no mans land, just another destination in mind
Driven away due to the high demand of seperation
I may not kno how to control this vehicle
But I'm still driven

William K. Butler

Too torn

Too torn apart
From feeling of ready to committ
My love is no loan shark
Lost in the wilderness with the dark
Nor do I want it back
You Forman Grilled my heart to start
With love
You will deal with that
I don't feel the love
But ever so quickly I'm attached
God gave if'th forsight into those hearts that actually
have pain from bleeding
Hence why I stay and exclude the choice to leave
But if I'm never around your love
How is it your love will find me
I'm torn

William K. Butler

Love is Vision deferred

Catch me if you can
Tho it is not your priority
Id like you to
See my earth, my roots
Where I really derive from
These colors may seem black and white
Take off the 4d glasses
My lifestyle is less mysterious that way
All matters will bear my integrity
Accept my actions for they will always speak truth for me

William K. Butler

Confused tactics

is it me
where do i begin
from the back front
or the front of the back
you are your only survival tactic
Believe your own actions
That will be your belief
You can not believe when there is no room
I begin everything with hostility
Where is the purpose

William K. Butler

Dreams are infinite

Great memories are stories forever told
Never recited without the true when's, where's and how
The bond shared is never forgotten
But broken
Then there are people who seem to linger in your soul
Bound by natural intuition
Keep them close
For they may help with your understanding of life itself
From there, this process will repeat
And only positive motions will vibrate your direction

William K. Butler

BABY STEPS

A couple crawls forward
I feel I can stand now
But I fall in doubt daily how
Next attempt is sacraficial
You learn how to walk and not crawl
Your eyes are on the prize
Bu that's not how life works
I have to think about it before the light works
Patience before gratitude thats the light work.
Possibly
I should make my own philosophy
Then where is the growth
Let me congregate my thoughts...

More motivation

Stranded for hunger
While the struggle is dying
Forfeited the idea of no hope.
Take the baby steps before i grow old
My future could never be read from my pawm
My optimism is my success, i regret being told no i couldnt
No he wouldnt
I am more than welcoming the challenge
Im thirsty for it
I will always be in my process

Care-Less

Ishouldnt have a care at all
I'm kind
Too weak for me to stand tall
Horror flick when I picture this man giving his all
I am proper
My imagination is usually a careless draw
Would love to comprehend slower
But my heart is worn on my shoulder
Even though it is not in my body, to the touch it is warm
I characterize my weakness as a fall
As a judge of who I am

William K. Butler

Dont Panic

I built my power up
To have it crumble down
With a prayer
I try to hear thru the thunderous sounds
But all I see is the humble
Not affected
Nor disrupted
Me on other hand
I wanna hit as hard asa mantle
My stomach erks
My body twitching
Feeling like im the only jerk
No giggdy-giggdy, a smiley-face upside down but I yearn for a smirk

William K. Butler

INNOVATOR, MOTIVATOR

Shall I not believe im the chosen one
To bring forth love, discipline and happiness
Can you deny me my purpose
That is a tug-of-war you will not win
God holds sturdy every follicle in my life
My heart is never cold
My hands are always warm
Though my patience may grow old
It is something even I can not bare with
I take action, so I presume it to be a gift
To share amongst the world and not care what it has to give

William K. Butler

SUPER GUARD

Your Guard is tactical but smooth
Super guard is numb to the touch
With protection
Shouldnt there be relief
Room to breathe
Do those you impose this on deserve the force
The Super guard wins the contest
While the guards power shift
But the opponent is confused
Not sure if they were right or wrong
Not for you to diffuse
Because all along your super guard shielded you
William K.Butler

RATIONAL THINKER

With a sane mind there could only be one antic
Cool head, positive attitude and normal gestures is all that matters
No one thing or someone should have the power to adjust your mood
Reguardless if their rude
Reguardless if they proven thus far they a fool
It is only what you do
And how you react
No overreaction, take time to relax

William Butler

Cover up

Claim to be the rock
It mind as well be your heart
No way to look past the underamor
Layer after layer will be quiet ripe
Held on without a respirator
Can I be my own building block
There are no escalators
Will I forget or will I remember
I am only human
Far from a perpetrator

Internal Bliss

You speak
I studded
Blank with no regard across my face
Unannounced you draw me in without your attention
Why am I a freshman
A column of new things
Caught up
Have feelings I never discovered aside from the mood swings
Get with the program before I get lost in my own stormy weather
Wait, where am I
Swallow your words for they may be my downfall

Day to Day

From the everyday struggles
To life being in a bubble
Pacing yourself
Without rewinding or causing shuffle
This shifts on the double
Everything counts when each step is a cautious one
First feeling to second thoughts
Thoughts turn into actions
To things that would not actually happen
No evidence for the reaction
With your best foot forward, you subtract the reaction-add affection &
Never divide the positive attraction

William K. Butler

Left where you stand

As special as you want someone to be
You cant force the will not to climb this latter without me
When I am the roots, the foundation
That you will need me to bare and learn from
Moving forward benefits only your better half
In despair but living without doubt
Simulation to a river raft
My mind, body and soul finally take a different path
Then a realization from a short period takes a stand
I am worth more this meat market you see me as
Is it this hard to recognize why your presence is in the past

Truth es no bueno

How is it you want to be what i breath
But understanding me seems beneath you
A shattered glass can not be the only way you feel something is in pieces
Please reminisce
You have no recollection to figure that you have you may miss
Unfortunately it is never so easy
If your mind will not process these occurrences then where is the clap-on technique

VIRTURENESS

Time is pressed by patience
Patience be the measure of all fantasys
Bring tolerance aboard
They will always be ying and yang
The place of never-never land
If it is let be
Test the waters
Dont let the waters test thee
For every sympathtic[impathetic] cell, stress your mind to be free

Ready to bask before the Glory

So excited
Mind does backflips
while my spine get contorted like a super spiral
Heart beats are vital
Its crtical to think negative, bring the positive volume a little high
This script isnt new, just a new recital
Physically calm
My chest beats perfusely at 55.2 mph
Stomach achs & brain tremors from the feeling of your first hour

To try, is to succeed

Be a perfectionist
Use the tools that the lord equipped you with
Take your time
For it is merely a gift
But a curse
That will cause ultimate frustration
Or raise tho confidence above and beyond
You are the only founder of your destiny

Impure climax

Great day
But here swarms the conclusion from the confused calamity
Still a process
Everyday I may see myself back a few steps
But I find  my way back like i see my own footprints
Digg deep restraining from the worst
Hulk like fiery
Heartbeats like a burst pipe ready to burst
Given free will once i reach above the clutter
Looking forward to a free spirit once I elevate myself

Indulge in something new

Normal has basically become my DNA
Flip the script to see things a different way
With that
Vibrante from the minutes to countdown
Body so fresh so clean
Spirit in a cave of wounder
Parked on a cliffhanger due to a pretty face and no talent

Orderly fashion

Accept the things you do not possess but will be attainable to you
Only fame or fortune can bring happines to a lonely bird on a stoop
Shame on you
If you followed the hurd
of bottom dwellers
Penny pinchers
Blood sucks
Nothing better to do
Besides tag along other to spread the suffer

A thin line

Somewhere between the fine lines
Division seems to speak at the right time
A pure backhand
Should it be written as NEVERMIND
The feeling of falling behind
Line after Line
The space you see
Is maybe where color needs to bleed
No about face once my ink grinds the paper
gotta try and stop spending time, time wasted
Everything will remain on your mind
Leaves your heart racing
Refrain from simple
The difficulty is a distant heart-breaker

Headache

From the blugeoning of a nail
Tremors across the forhead
Head hums, assumption that you hear voices
Stomach growls
Hunger ma play its part
Weiry at a time where my attention is needed

Before the purge

Ones thought is set on cruise control with a high acceleration
Brake fast
All things will be upfront and cause a heart throbbing sensation
Unrealistic
For me, sure it is
The negativity descends while the positive is given birth
As it makes its own way into history
A permanent mark
In disbelief
If I wanted to reflect, I will not recall
Such blasphemy
Not to dwell at all
But to ascend, meditate and refresh this long life-short memory concept is all I ask for

                                                                                                William K. Butler

DRY YOUR EYES ( BY: IKE JACKSON)

THIS WAS FROM AN OLD FRIEND. IT HELPED THROUGH ME MY SITUATION!!


Dry your eyes, God woke u up this morning.. with a SMILE.. Dry your eyes, even when u can not over come the tides and u feel like time is just passin by..Dry your eyes, you came so far and accomplished so much but yet u still cry , Dry your eyes.. sometimes good things dont last forever, thought we'll always be together but all alone i made it through the weather then i Dried my eyes..felt lonely as i looked up at the angry gray sky while it looked back at me soul-lessly nothing else was left inside....... ....., until i cried, cried and cried lol but then i just dried my eyes..and to my surprise i survived.. so dry your eyes!

early departure

point of abandonment
point the finger to the direction that causes me to be stranded
mindset
easily becomes frantic
distant from being melodramatic
Only embarrased after the speech
wish to control my mouth so never coinsides wit my heart
pinch me, am i awake
i am done with being surrounded by th dark
sharks intuition
but i will not all eat all other living things

Beneath the dermis

once i slow down
others try and catch up
they bring pain & disgruntle affects
oblivious to what was brought to he table and how it may have gotten there
In a state offese becase there is no room for defense
set a blitz
tackle the play
let this answer be narrow
not a cliffhanger on the fence

Fasting

As the clock tic tocs and my thoughts take flight
Sleep apnea is what you may say I had through the night
Great feeling when there is no motive
Hopped straight on the challenge
No band wagon pun
excited
Confused from the fact of
Understanding my blessings
I am here from your sacrifices
It is only right that I play this part
More personal to me so these feelings are from the heart

                                                                                    William K. Butler

Spiritual Cardio

Cold winds
Gust of fury
That isnt my lust within
This is my outter shell
Which speaks for itself
My mouth becomes the core to my inner being
What I project  from my auricle
Is just a sign of life, feelings and beheaded trust
My process has just begun
My story will be told
I seek refuge.

                                                                 William Butler
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Elegance of belief

You, by yourself can not believe times holds no grudges
You force yourself to believe last situated moments hold the damn from distruction
During this wide spread sea of opportunity and hope
The future becomes blind
Too saturated to hope
Believe in the belief, not just what you may see.

Sexual Frustration

Patiently waiting for your reasons
Standards are life lines for others
Keep focusing on the lines at hand
You prcrasinate  till this day
Minor mistakes cause the biggest disruptions
Has this anger been
Honed
Suffficated
Misdirected, the verbal daggers are scattered
No thought, no room to think before I talk
My actions are really a bunch of non sense
Discover better, easier and more pleasurable self gratifications
I will not suffer to something that holds no substance

A point

Your decision is far past irrational
No contact
Unknown to the living
Where is one to begin then
At your death bed
What a devastating affair
Sheesh
Why should they care
Why don't you care
Either way
Both parties will regret it in the end
You did all of this
No one is aware of your personal sacrifices
To place all faults to the side
So I say this to say
Your actions were only to make
A POINT.
                                                                                       William K.Butler

Love & Family

Family is a wondering bright light
A newborn on the horizon
The great glow of love from a newlywed
Remarkable aura from years beyond years
Memorable moments to cherish
It will never be a day like this to show family your care

                                                                                             William K. Butler

Substantial Grievance

The essentials to unconditional love
Fifty percent of the time is built in sustaining a break ups/family ties
Regardless of a grudge
Absentee from life events
Where the crevice has begun
Familiar, this leaves no room for geniality
Just a reminder of how love much can be given away
Father please forgive me for I know not what I have yet to learn
Forgive me in your graces so that i may learn my lessons softly & maturely

                                                                                              William K. Butler

Non-conducive behavior

I used to say there's no reason to wake up
No school
No job
Overrated was the make-up
Plus all my efforts were derailed
Charlie horse from hours of walking in the same place
I could flip a burger hours among hours
But the illegal route is just about my pace
I want it quick, fast and safe
Never mind safe
Getting money this safe
No man could debate
Ready to set sail
Bout ready for the threat mails
Locked in
Given up
Moms wont post.....Bail
Dang
I really thought i could live this life
My bonk buddy treats me nice
He lives the fish in the pond life, where
The prey get ate
Too many sharks to fight


                                                                                 William K. Butler

Despise Retrogression

Its been a few days
Without the most rest
Eye on the prize
Not disabled the least bit
While the crowd follows behind
with weapons and impeachment sticks
My heart rampages out
Leaving my organs ina twist
Ready to pounce but for the forgiveness
Cause anymore negativity will sure have me at my weakest
Too speechless


                                                                                                 William K. Butler.

Powerless struggle

Afraid
to be judged
by the ones that reside next to you
Living life
Like a plug
All their feelings become vestibules
Within it is love
So hard to reconcile
I will
Give up
On my own contingent rush
Based off the fact there is never enough

Life in demand

From the days of never pushing
Frantic from the position
My outlook was never looked into
May I gesture towards hungry
Starving, giving all but a rebuttal
I will not live without a fumble
Avenue to a rumble
Mind broke
Hands tied
I can see why they are humble

                                                                  William K.Butler

Mystique's Room- Drake (Marvin's Room RMX)

Meet Monicqwa aka Nina Mone on the first verse, Tiffany aka Tee-Tee on the second verse, & Kianna aka Betty B. on the third verse

SHON PACE- VH1's Break'n through urban/pop artist

I LOVE TO PUSH PEOPLE AND THERE MUSIC. FOLLOW HIM @SHON PACE.CHECK IT OUT...

Jasmine Mans ft Jon Bellion "ROSES"

Change for the better, Not the worse

Normal to extraordinary
Feelings ravish
The intensity is to remember
Forbid the last moment of forgotten hope
Things work out for the better
Tunnel vision from a mountaintop
I land in playing field
Among other successful things
Driven to perfection only from enjoying the non-essentials
Motivation can take you just about anywhere
              
                                                                                   William Butler

External Reflection

Why project when in actuality its something
you will never see
Better yet foresee
Patient with a blend of gratitude
Gives the right towards a positive attitude
I become morbid with hopes for the future
The devil plays its card
Playing the fiddle as he concurs your
thought of winning
Challenge low points do regard it
is the beginning
Sunshine through the midst


                                                                           William Butler

Shell top

My world is sanctioned
Life isnt seperate
I wont reverse the analogy for your preference
I cover the surface
Are you hard of hearing, where is the clearance
Your world, my planet
But mine couldnt be anymore cleaner
Our pictures are the furthest
I can be own cast away
Removing all negativity that would harvest

Extrovert Success

Beyond a reasonable doubt
I fit the descript
Long hours, no shower
i live for this
No script
Playbook made up by hand
Arm wrestle time
I can learn to expand
Speaking to yourself is not spoken into existence
Very bland
All work and no play
Makes William a very dull boy to be around

                          William B.

Begin Longevity

Geniality threaded to the rarest form
A path on the right track
A road not once road before
In its persistence to ride the strips
You immediately hold the torch
Ready for the devils advocates as they rise from the floor

William K. Butler

Competitve Nature

Surrounded by anonymous non believers
Taken as a step to become an overachiever
Pure thoughts in action for desires to become a top bread winner
Pronounce your life, we all have meaning
You could desttroy or create ideas less than a minute
One lyfe2 choices is something that can be defined
That is what I live with

William K. Butler

GOD IS GOOD

I attended an open house for a concierge position yesterday. I had a 2nd interview while I was there and was told they would give me a call if they were going to pursue with me. Today I get a phone call  for the orientation tomorrow. God is good, so good. People were leaving, others had degrees. I need to realize my full worth. Im so grateful. Stay blessed.

Raven B.

Dumbed down

My heart has been waiting so long
The touch is numb
While my fingers are crossed
The beat replicates a drum
Without a meaning my feelings become dwarfed
Steady missing the point
Wont see a life without kids
A life without a ring
A missing person in my for me to spend it with

Eye can decieve

Far from what I need
Grass is greener on the other side
Just because of the scenary
Pretty soon
Ill come back to history
Where I left off, I see this is the place thats meant for me
I rise gradually
This guidance is deep
Please spare the antics & so called catastrophe

No title

A connection is all I ask for
Told not to reroute your path to the backdoor
I clearly see days have changed
No longer will you be passive while at war
Earn strips again
That idea is fant
Trying to relive this, inconspicuously
But the rules say I cant
Agendas change
One life two choices is how ill remain
                         
                                                                William Butler

Still standing

Pure flashbacks
Considerable at every glance
Very true I make today my beginning wave length
I defrost despite the vibrance of its stance
Carry On
Desire to be the upmost man
Not to keep a soul around me down
Every so slightly reaching my master plan
For a mans heart so grave, though the dirt to see what the surface to my chest may say

OPEN MIC SOON

Nervous as a perosn would be never had stood in front of a group of people. But my confidence overall has grown but this will be a new venture in my life. Its funny how once I had the thought and wanted to pursue it, I seen people from 5 years ago (that gave info or connections) and believe spoken word is definitely something I should indulge in. As long as I love it. I havent gotten this type of feedback since College ha ha. 0__o

How I see it is that I need to overcome this dreadful gut pain or deal with it like any other person that has to throw themselves in the pit and survive. I will start off in small groups such as my friends. Since it does'nt envolve money then it isnt a topic to discuss with my family... LIFE!...
                                                                                                    
                                                                                     Raven B. {Onelyfe2choices}

Bare it all

Id never slit my wrist or slip into any typa rope
Im four feet from the ground.no chair. I live life with no limits,
 the sky is my foundation, i live with high hopes
Picture me sinking while my legs are clutched to the boat
Picture  hanging for the dear life...
Lets cut this short because I do not want to think about life twice


                                                                                                      Raven B.--->FOLLOW ME #usfigures

Sixth Sense

First approach
Is the darkest but novice
Stimualtion
Is Miniscule
The brain storms for a logic
Rational forthcoming
Where to go What do I reach
Even in the stillness of moments
My mind pedals without feet

Am thoughts

Ready for action
Heart jitters
Unaware of todays hidden valleys
Throbbing sensation as water drips from my face
Mystical winds put in my place
This morning
Clouds above but a light shines in my heart
Grew fond of myself in the past fews days
It is me that will cocur and proceed
Remain living to be releaved
I am Raven
I will never fail until I cry-bleed sneeze cry pee
Because
I am Raven

Severed Bond

Disgusting vital behavior
Discomfortly waiting on my patience
brain in calculation mode
Intestines squeeze life from the body
Bound by invisible ties
So the heart stays awake
No way of placing my soul to rest
Breath easy for this is all you have left
So take times word for it has the solvent

THROW BACK 2009; spoken word

Past to present too grave not to remember
I swore i ran my life, who is for the taking
The spirit whispers but my attention was elsewhere
Gave up, overdose on anything anywhere
Laugh at the days highlights, my feelings scurry no where
I blind myself only not to see the years of fury

"PC" to mental liberty

I feel freer then the block-bar in prison
Hindsight is not a clear view
You cant see this with deer vision
I come from a lack of precision
Drapped in wishs
Independence undercontruction as i push the key into the ignition
Everyones gifted
But unwrapp the present and see why life was given
I feel freer like there isnt a cost to living

Feel free

Feel free
independence is the reliefe
drowning in the waters is all it seems to be
Faith, hope has no part in this moral pleasure
I feel free from the cowardly defaults
My doubt was measured
Mind not too clever
wash away all fears
call it the x-factor
feel free

Time tells all

All things that resemble
Are not always worth rememberance
Give time praise for it has all remedies
Battle mode from something that may cause my situations to be a phase
Temptation has it ways
I wont complain
Rock climbing to stay aloft the fire ablaze
This condition accomodates quick flashs to break the day
My actions were never meant for dismay
Unforunately, I dont want the partial ties to break
Ill leave it in God's hands because I will not continue without a prayer

Major Adjustment #1

Revisited feelings are misplaced
No trace of history
Distinctive traits come back into place when situations turn mystery
Sorry I Overlooked the part I play
Growing up, I rarely had time to pause
Subconcious submerged giving into wittiness by nature of course
I happen to have a lack of remorse

Intoxication

Feels like theres no ground underneath you
Spirits trail from every breath
The ground is now see through
No pulse, I cross my heart in heavenly prayer for each second left
Bound by the sequel
Take a king tut rest and abolish the enternal evil

Single beings

Your one as an individual
Why the comparison reflections
their heartships are quite minor
Where would they get me from
A total different perspective
For you things become conjuctions as for me your life is my steady contradiction
Your goal: Physical money & fine ware
I thrive from production, longevity and never keeping my eyes wide shut to testify I am not a witness

Jasmine Mans ft Jon Bellion "ROSES"

Book Cover

As strong as this person used to be
Has diminished beyond the minds clarity
Rejoice, for now I know my weakness
I once criticized and became pointless
No idea of the mental struggle since
Just the exterior exhaustion of it all
I am not at ease
Regret passing judgement when the shoes fit my foot
Body changes from medical diagnostic & treatment
I am no longer free

Financial Bliss

Every minute centless
Is a possible pocket full of gold
Get familiar wit the cost king apprentice
Life is not generous
For every dime ive dropped
To every quarter i watched
Things became less pendent
Stay with me
My heart knows of no pension
I wake up every morning grateful for whats left

Wisedom in words

My actions are reputable
Everything beyond clear to me
More then the obvious which it always seems to be
Walk in my shoes, something I never appear to be
Red lights flash, I tremble with emergency
Heart taken without a burgurlary
Hard souls, Laces half tied so dont trip
Why do I happen to fall on my feet
Not the right move
Daredevil tactics while I play chess games for nothing less than defeat
Mere movements become discreet

Bondage Control

 I will become a better person
  I will see myself in the future instead of the present
   I will observe my own actions before I examine another
    I will overcome
     I will become me
      I will be in control

Chance on Lyfe

Gave up
Settle for giving in
Mentally focused
While my skin tears through legiments
Discover the fresh air
A matter which can be condusive
But only in its own nature
Once inhaled, reputed air becomes condensed
Willing to battle between the stress
A door is open
Believe it is contagious to be blessed
Give lyfe a chance.

Expand the beliefe

I stretch beyond belife

Not too far fetched
The path is down the street
Where will this short path take me
For it has no real length
Your reluctantance on your feet
Causes the brain to react, just for another reach
Truth be sealed, the lies always uncovered
My heart will remain in the furthest beach
I stretch beyond beliefe

Life matters

Focus on what you did and not others.

Photographer

Snap shot
This figure is but a moving moment
Long way home to remember this picture
Photogenic
Happy in the moment
Sad as the story never commenced
But a face ina disguised frame will always bring a connect
Continous showers have yet to bring me your face
Snap shot
It will be death before I digress

Long way home

The process
Too long to bare
Too bulk with a snare
Time causes suspension
Where outta sight-outta mind is something that is
geniunely produced
Mindset will be a seat in the temple
Emotions rumble in your stomach as if they can not work together
Sunny days but I feel snow weather

                                                              William B.

Cant have what I should

What i feel I should have
Is far from what the eye can see
Brought all my faults to the table
But yet I have not begun to proceed
So i press forward not creating weeds to part the sea
I know, so therefore I believe
Lonesomeness breaths when my heart bleeds
I am so ready to take on this fresh start in a new league
Let me first discover what is going on with me
Discomforting, but I feel & know what i should have
Trust in the word. I will not finish last!

Build to Repair

Construction worker bound
Never built something with solid ground
Press harder and harder to attain this big picture with the sound
Failure is to drown
Submerge into pure darkness without a soul around
Disarm the boulder
My thoughts speak too loud
Comfort level disgustingly low without a doubt
This man is construction work bound

                                                             William

Hurdles

Had a dream
that seemed
to be factious to be real
It will be
Without a seam
when I face this main obstacle

Cloud Upon Clouds

Cloud upon clouds upon clouds
You dare rest on the mound
Listen for the thunder before sound
Intake your instincts, when you head towards this mound
Cloud upon cloud upon cloud
All i see are clouds
They disappear but midst stays around
Think before you act and you will never see
Cloud upon clouds upon clouds
   
                                                                       William

DEEP INTERGRATION

No this man is not disabled
But I disconnect & reject any similar situation
My motivation
Is announced from a small orchestration
I will lay down in comfort but
My body feels betrayed, thats the light abbrevation
Breath heavy, death post mortem just the drip from condensation

During B.Room break/ No title.

I dare think this
resurrected from dry slopes
early morning birds chirp
the sound of an active city at work
Ideas
gathered from the time spent alone
with the mind at work
everything remains preserved
Lifeless for such things without matter
remember
Live for the unspoken word
Before and after

                                                          Raven

Stylefree-Freestyle

My mistakes make me the man Ive been hating to be
One square, mind is in a box
Never thinking out of it
But to just graze the interior
Feel the air and live past the raving river
A storm
With a windchill that breaks
Shatters at the motion of weakness
Proceed, Conquer and Think with rememberance

This is Just the beginning. Come prepared.

Its March 6th, 2011 @ 7:11pm. Which is a positive thing because this was just created as you can see. I dont know what to say but hey, start viewing my blog weekly or daily. I have some interesting topics and thoughts to express. Soley based off my personal situations and feelings.