What am I to do

Feeling Like what should I do/ Who is who/ But the real world has its own/ Which strand do I live on/ Not looking forward to staying for the long haul/ Live alone/ No dog/ Impartial about a partner/ Elevated focus I call it/ Can you tell me what is missing/ all doors locked/ The keys are on t/he opposite side Living to learn/ Apply what you learn from living/ This is my instrument/ Teach me to play something unorthodox/ What should i do William K. Butler